H-o-l-i-d-a-y

HOLIDAY here we come!!!!!!

Quote of the day

"I'd rather be a could-be if I cannot be an are; because a could-be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I'd rather be a has-been than a might-have-been, by far; for a might have-been has never been, but a has was once an are." Milton Berle

How to pretend everything is OK

There are times when everything is spiraling out of control, but you don't want the outside world to know the true anxiety and hopelessness that you feel. There are ways to protect yourself, to project to the outside world the image of a carefree happy person. These methods take time to learn, but once you master them, you may not even know yourself how you truly feel.

Step 1
Smile. Keep it in place at all times. Give others the impression that you really are happy. Be overly happy, almost to the point that you are manic. Annoy people with the fact that you never seem stressed or sad.

Step 2
Escape. Find a place to go where you don't have to deal with reality. This place doesn't have to be an actual location. It can be in someone's arms, into a book, or even into another state of mind.

Step 3
Lie. Lie to everyone. Especially to yourself. This is very difficult at first. But eventually, with enough practice, you will be able to have no idea exactly how not happy you truly are.
(not recommended)

Step 4
Don't Think. Until you master the art of lying to yourself, just don't think about anything. Don't think about the topics that will bring you down, and don't think about anything else either since your thoughts may wander down paths to the topics that will bring you down. So, to be safe, just don't think.


P.S : I think smiling really helps but even that is hard to do sometimes

no offense

you know you're one of my Best Friends. and you know that friend can't hurt each other, talk behind her back, lying over her, avoid each other, and a best friend should be the best for her besties. but do you know what are you doing now?
you act like a boss, and i'm a loser.
you said that i'm a liar
you talk behind my back
A true friend will never do those things
A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
and now i know that you're not my true friend, you're just a-friend-for-fun.
don't pretend that nothing happened, and everything's okay with me.

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

P.S : no offense.

13

ignore me, avoid me, but do not hate me.

Free Day - Friday

- hari terakhir ujian praktek
- ujian praktek seni musik
- pool party @shaq's
- my brother bought me a lomolitos!!!!!!
- prepare for uas (wish me luck)



bye.

stalker.

hari ini gue ga ada kerjaan banget deh. dari kemaren pulang sekolah cuma tidur, makan, tidur lagi, check facebook blog dan lain lain. tapi tadi di sekolah lumayan lah ya ada hiburan sedikit. jadi hari ini gue tuh ujian praktek komputer trs gue dapet giliran yang pertama(fyi komputer ada 3 sesi) padahal ghrena thalita omin dapetnya sesi ketiga, kalo dinda kedua. nah berarti gue sendirian dong. sebenernya ada yang lain cuma berhubung kelas gue kurang asik (maaf) jadi garing gitu di ruang komputer. yaudah akhirnya gue duduk di sebelah rizki. tau ga sih loooooo tes nya ga penting bgt, jadi disuruh bikin kartun animasi gitu pake program macromedia flash mx temanya indonesia. mau bikin apaan coba tuh. macromedia itu program bikin animasi semacem paint brush cuma lebih canggih soalnya gambar sama tulisan yang lo buat bisa gerak2 trs muter2 gitu asik banget deh huahahahaha lanjuttttt, akhirnya gue gambar aja bendera bendera sm pulau-pulau warna ijo maksudnya kepulauan indonesia. abis itu gue bikin tulisan indonesia yang funkycutie abis itu semuanya gue bikin gerak ke atas kebawah. pas gambar gue selesai gue blg gini ke rizki "kiiiiiii liat ki gambar gue awesome bgt kaaaan?" rizki bilang "oh bagus mut...bagus daripada gue kapal-kapal gini ga jelas" gue ga tau ya dia jujur apa ngga tapi ki, gambar lo itu lebih bagus daripada gue soalnya matahari lo bisa muter-muter. yaudah gue panggil si guru komputer fuck namanya antoni. trs pas nilai dia bilang "coba ctrl+enter...hmm yaya" abis itu gue bilang "bagus kan pak? bagus kan?" eh tau ga sih lo dia bilang apa "hmm itu apa? kamu gambar cendol?" hah?!?!?!?!?! cendol?????? dasar kampung lo. hhhhh gimana gue ga kesel. yaudah lupain antoni. selesai komputer, gue turun kebawah soalnya kan ruang komputer ada di lantai 3. pas sampe dibawah gue liat ghrena thalita omin sama karcin lagi jalan ke parkiran yaudah gue samperin trs katanya mereka pada mau ke sd bm, akhirnya gue ikut. di sd bm kan banyak orang yang jualan makanan, akhirnya gue beli nasi uduk. yang lain pada beli bubur ayam. tadinya gue mau beli bubur tapi gue laper bgt yaudah akhirnya beli nasi uduk. oh iya nasi uduk nya harga nya 17 ribu, kalo bubur cuma 5 ribu. mendingan gue beli bubur ayam :S
balik ke smp bm, gue masih makan yg lain juga makanannya blm abis jadi kita makan di kelas. selesai makan, thalita ghrena omin ke atas buat praktek komputer. gue blm dijemput jadi gue ke avi. trs tadi foto-foto pake kameranya ai sama tamara (tam foto infrared nya manaaaaaaaa). abis itu yang jemput kakak gue jemput trs tadi kita ke sushi tei mau makan dulu, abis itu beli cetak foto abis itu gue beli baju karena seragam gue loecoe bgt. sampe dirumah...................gue tidur. bangun-bangun jam 4an. padahal gue tidur jam 1. abis itu ga ada kerjaan yaudah as usual, nyalain laptop buka fb, youtube, ol msn, blog. kebiasaan stalking gue juga ga bisa dirubah. jadi setiap hari gue buka facebook itu gue liatin profile orang-orang, terutama hmmmm. sebenernya ga penting juga sih ngeliat foto-foto nya trs ngeliatin wall-to-wall nya abis itu ngeliat status nya. itu ga sehari aja, tapi bisa setiap gue online. parah. ok, jadi sekarang gue harus rubah kebiasaan -o'-'o-

bored.

Nintendo, Microsoft, or Sony?
microsoft&sony

What song are you listening to right now?
chocolate high - india arie

What do you love?
friends, family, money :p

American or British?
both

MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK?
facebook

Who was your first kiss?
hmmm

what is your favorite movie?
angus, thongs and perfect snogging

whos your favorite celebrity???
favorite?drew barrymore

Do you prefer people with glasses or with contacts?
contacts

dolphin or whale?
dolphinsssss

Gold or Silver?
gold

If you were an animal, what kind would you be?
monkkkkkey

What was your favorite high school subject?
math&biology

Are you the only child?
no i am not :(

what is the best part of high school?
not yet

Do you spend too much time on facebook?
yaya

Baby girl or baby boy?
both

What is your favourite comfort food?
nachos

Do u believe in God?
yes i do

Favorite cartoon?
the simpsons&powerpuffgirls!!!!

Shower everyday?
twice a day

Do you like Americans?
yessss cause i want their skin tone

How would you spend the last five minutes with the one person of the opposite sex that you loved the most?
having fun together, and i'll say that i really really love him

least favorite song in the world?
screamo?

If you could choose your ethnicity what would you choose?


What is your favorite movie quote?
"Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply missable. However, he's still the same person who just broke up with you. Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you." - He's Just Not That Into You

What would be the soundtrack to the movie about your life?
new soul - yael naim

if you fell off a cliff what would be you last thought?
am i gonna die?

Describe your evil twin.
greedy, moody, liar

Would you rather be an elf, dwarf, or hobbit
elf looks like an angel haha

Do you like to go on msn?
yippey

Mc Donalds or Burger King??
BURGER KING!!!!

If you could make any junk food super-nutritious, which one would you pick?
chips

Do you like to go online everyday?
yes, that's one of my daily routine

How far do you drive to school/work every day?
idk. i don't drive the car, my driver does

What is your favorite kind of cheese?
mozzarela yummmmmmy

What do you want?
keterima di smun 70!!!!!!!!!!!! hp, new laptop, etc.

where were you born?
Jakarta

Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie??
jolie

die with wealth, or a loved one?
omggggg neither

Last film seen
happily never after 2

What is your ideal pizza?
meat lovers is just enough

Look to your left: What do you see?
bed

What are you wearing right now?
school uniform

Star Wars or Star Trek?
neither :S

Scotland or Italy
italy!!!!!! scotland is weird

Apple juice or orange juice?
orange juice

Where in the world do you feel the safest?
home sweet home

Death Metal or rap?
ha? maybe rap

cheereleading or gymnastics
cheerleading. what is gymnastics?

Ice Cream or Sherbet?
ice cream...........

Sex before marriage or after marriage??
after marriage!

Biggest regret?
do i have to answer this?

Two sports I played in middle school?
-

What musical instrument do you play?
i play piano a little bit

Are you self obsessed?
sometime ha-ha

Who Are Your Best Friends?
bm22 and too many to be mentioned

Why do you go on facebook?
keep contact with my friends, facebook=boredom busters

Is there any circumstance where cheating is okay?
hmmmmmmm

What is your biggest turn on?
idk

Rap or Hip-Hip?
what is Hip-Hip?

What motivates you?
people around me, and some quotes

do you currently like anyone?
i don't think so

If you look at the color blue, what does it make you think of?
ocean?

Favorite perfume?
clinique happy

What is your favorite grocery store?
ranch market

Orlando bloom or Johnny depp?
orlando bloom :B

what do you think they eat in heaven?
helathy foods perhaps

Do you drink coffee?
yes i do

Do you like to bake/cook?
no, but i like to eat hehe

Do you believe in ghosts?
i believe in God

Winter or summer?
summer all the way

Do you have any piercings/tatoos?
no

What are your "comfy clothes"?
plain t's & shorts

if you were one of the seven dwarfs, who would you be?
i would be snow white, i don't wannabe one of the seven dwarfs :p

Do you believe in heaven and hell?
of course i do

Rolling Stones or Beatles?
beatles

What colour are your eyes?
dark brown

What sort of character would you play in a comic book (hero, humorous sidekick, villian, that abrasive newspaper guy, etc.)
superhero

Coke or Pepsi?
coke

If you were one word, what word would you be?
tiny

If you could time travel, what would be your first stop?
13th December 2008 :'(

What is your natural hair color?
natural black

How many people are in your family?
5

Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt?
i love both of them

Whats the First Thing You Notice In A Boy/Girl?
smile, behavior, style

What language would you like to speak fluently?
indonesia & english

Desktop or Laptop?
laptop

Whats your favorite sport?
running

Are you in love?
NO, please don't ask about my love life.

How many kids (or any at all) would you want to have?
2, a boy and a girl

Chocolate or other candy?
both

Sour or sweet candy?
sweet candies

Favorite hot drink?
tea

City or the suburbs?
city

What is your dream job?
architect&graphic designer

What religion did you choose to follow?
islam

Performing Arts, Fine Arts, or Sports?
ARTS

Riding horses or riding dolphins?
horses

What is your favorite color?
pink, white, maroon

beach or mountain?
beach

left handed or right handed?
righty

Why are you taking this interview?
have no other things to do

who do you count on when feeling down
best friend&mom

What attracts you most?
good looking and personality

Do you feel comfortable showing PDA in public?
yes, why not?

Close your eyes for a moment, who pops into your head?
that-little-guy

Do you say "I love you" in the relationship?
yes i DID

Aliens have landed and selected you to visit their home planet. Do you go with them?
no, aliens are weird

Describe your perfect Sunday morning?
having breakfast with my full family and do some photo shoot

If you could be successful at any job in the world, what would that job be?
artist

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
melbourne

If you could be someone else for a day, who would it be?
my self

If you have friends coming for supper what would you cook?
cookies!

What makes you cry?
dissapointed

If you were an animal in the wild, what would you be?
monkkkkkkkey

If you won the lottery, how would you spend your millions?
shop till drop, and save it for my family, save it for my education

If you could travel back in time, what mistake(s) would you want to correct?
there are many mistakes that i've done!!!!!!!!!!

What do you do for fun?
do-fun

Are you an outdoor or an indoor person
outdoor!

If you had only six months to live, what would you do first?
six months?tobatlah yawww

What 3 words would your best friend use to describe you?
creative, annoying, nice

Do you own any pets, and if so what do you have?
yes, kitty cats

Get the number or give the number?
give my number

Romance or Kinky?
romance, sometimes kinky

How do you feel?
bored and sad

What size shoes do you wear?
38

Water or 100% Juice?
mineral water

What is your favorite clothing brand?
(x) s.m.l

If you had to pick one car, which would it be?
subaru

Your favorite Disney Films?
snow white & alice in wonderland

What was your last thought?
eat

Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?
milk and cookies

Favorite fruit?
strawberry

Define yourself in 3 words...
selfish, creative, and silly

What is your favorite TV show?
gossip girl, the simpsons

Kill the spider or let it out?
let it out

Do you shower every single day?
yes!

Where do you want to travel next?
spore

What is your favorite food?
macaroni schottel

Do you read harry potter books?
yes, i collected them

What is your favorite place?
fun places

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?
read people's mind and can see the future

Have you had a beer in the last week?
no i haven't

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?
vit water

Flip flops or sandles?
flip flops

What is your favorite song of all time?
how deep is your love by the bird and the bee

Do you like bananas?
they're healthy, why not?

forgotten

Taman Menteng

kangennnnnnnn :'''')

SAMAN 22!!!!!

ini yang paling dikangenin :'''''')

thanks for warning me.

ok. hari ini sebenernya sumpah biasa banget. tapi biasa ini berubah jadi gak biasa waktu gue mulai sign in facebook. minggu ini sama minggu kemaren gue pulang cepet jadi jam 10/11 soalnya ada ujian praktek. gue bener-bener pulang langsung ke rumah padahal gue pengen bisa main kemana kek bareng yang lain, tapi........................balik lagi ke hari ini, abis gue sign in trs liat foto-foto di facebook gue jadi inget sekolah & temen-temen gue yang lain. terserah deh lo mau bilang norak apa lebay sama post gue, TERSERAH. krn gue emg bener-bener kangen dan pengen bisa bareng mereka lagi. ya emang salah gue dateng terlambat ke sekolah jadi semuanya udah pada masuk, trs ga pernah bisa jalan bareng, ga bisa jadi temen yang asik. iya gue salah. mungkin juga gue salah ya udah coba bantuin temen gue. mungkin gue ga bisa jadi orang yang jujur. mungkin jadi jahat itu lebih bener daripada jadi netral. mungkin menyebalkan itu emang cocok buat gue, makasi udah ngasih tau dgn cara lo yang halus bgt. secara ga langsung gue juga udah ngerti. makasi. tapi ini bukan berarti gue ga suka atau apa, justru gue berterima kasih buat itu. jangan ngerasa gimana-gimana krn yang gue omongin juga ga bermaksud bikin lo ngerasa gimana2 ok? i love you!

If time flies when you're having fun, it hits the afterburners when you don't think you're having enough

10 random things

1. i've got a broken arm AAAAARGH jadi harus pake perban kemana-mana, termasuk ke sekolah
2. ujian praktek itu ternyata lamaaaaaaaa bgt, bikin bosen
3. having a relationship is tiring
4. i can't wait to watch He's Just Not That Into You movie!!!
5. iPhone 3G is kind of tempting.......
6. pringles is a best snack everrrrrr
7. i've just watched Over Her Dead Body. eva longoria is awesome.
8. The Master itu seru banget mennnnnn (norak) HAHAHA kmrn gue baru pertama kali nonton trs yang menang namanya Jos........lupa
9. this weekend = BORING.
10. i hate brrrrrrrrrpppppP.

hm..............

" Having one honest friend is better than
Having twenty dishonest friends."

does it work?

cry over spilt milk

where are you?
don't you know that i'm waiting for your call, your message or something?
don't you know, you are the only one person that i want to meet?
can we turn back the time?
will you answer my call?
will you reply my sms?
will you greet me when i see you?
when i walk beside you, will you hold my hand?
will you forgive me?
don't you care about me anymore?
why are you so different?
do you still remember me?
honestly, i'm missing you.

30.04.09

happy birthday browwww

UN!!!!!!!!

WE DID IT!
WOO-HOO!
alhamdulillah akhirnya selesai juga. ga ada lagi rumus-rumus, ga ada lagi pusing mikirin soal, ga ada lagi beli-beli pensil 2B, ga ada lagi bimbel, ga ada lagi AKASIA, ga ada lagi sakit perut, ga ada lagi latian soal-soal. alhamdulillah juga soal-soal nya gak terlalu susah. bahasa indonesia, bahasa ingris, MATEMATIKA semua alhamdulillah lancar tapi kalo ipa gue kurang yakin fisika soalnya tadi nomer satu gue salah aaaaaargh. tapi semoga aja NEM nya bisa 38, aminnnnnnn!






P.S : Happy Birthday to my older (truth) and wiser (questionable) Brother :p

Good luck.

Asalamualaikum wr wb
Untuk 2 minggu kedepan mungkin saya tidak mengupdate blog yang saya kelola ini, begitu juga facebook, dan msn. Berhubung dengan semakin dekatnya uan, yaitu sekitar 6 hari lagi, saya mulai berusaha untuk lebih serius dalam belajar dan mendekatkan diri kepada tuhan. Salah satu upayanya yaitu tidak online. Terimakasih telah mengunjungi blog saya. Saya juga meminta maaf atas kesalahan-kesalahan yang saya perbuat, begitu juga jika terdapat kesalan dalam postingan saya di blog selama ini. Saya mengharapkan doa dan dukungan dari kalian, demi suksesnya UN 2008/2009, mendapatkan sma yang diharapkan dan nem yang tinggi. Atas perhatiannya, saya ucapkan banyak banyak terimakasih. Sampai jumpa 2 minggu kedepan!


Your Regards,
Mutiara Sisyanni D
4012130

good bye.

Life is so short, so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I.
~Henry Alford, "You and I" (Thanks, Jenn)

You left, and my heart is a ceaseless sermon of loneliness. ~Jaesse Tyler

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos. ~Charles M. Schulz

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St Vincent Millay

ulangan umum semester 2 part 2

friday is my lucky day.
i used to call friday as a worst day but now, i don't. i really enjoyed this friday!
first, the social exam was sooooooo easy (seriously) and so was art. i did the questions with ease. second, i've done my biology homework. third, my scores are totally great, fiuh. anddddd last but not the least........i met 1X3 on the 2nd floor when he was walking with his friends. i ran away and then turned back, wtf . i talked with his friends hhhhh i hoped he'd greet me or something but he's just looking at me, smiled, and said nothing. i didn't know what should i do with him at that time. but when i walked away, he shouted my name. when i looked back, he's gone. its okay then. ohhhh ya i've tried chicken tender in burger king, and it tastes great!
well today is a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmm its almost 11 pm and i want to go to bed.
good night my lovely readers,
arrivederci.

ulangan umum semester 2 part 1

unpredictable.
minggu ini gue lagi ulangan semester 2, hari ini pelajarannya IPA & TIK (komputer). sehari sebelumnya gue udah belajar biologi, ngafalin sendi-sendi, sistem peredaran darah, sama jenis-jenis mahluk hidup tapi ternyata..............yang keluar cuman pelajaran fisika, tai.
pertama gue cuma bengong aja ngeliatin soal, abis itu kertasnya gue bolak-balik. dalem hati gue teriak "biologi nya manaaaaaaaaaaa???????" anjrit. gue belajar biologi udah kaya apaan hhhhhh
ternyata tuhan berkehendak lain. tapi gue ga stress sendirian, gue nengok kiri kanan eh yang lain mukanya juga pada ga enak gitu. antara bengong sama mulut terbuka (baca:mangap). haha kocak banget. pagi itu sumpah gue ngerasa rugi sekolah di sekolah swasta, trs gue mikir kenapa gue ga sekolah di sekolah negri. tapi cepet-cepet gue berubah pikiran, karena gue ngebayangin gimana gue sekolah di sekolah negri, hm ribet kali ya? lanjut ke ulangan, fisika susah banget. udah tau gue paling ga suka pelajaran fisika, eh ini ulangan malah fisika semua. setengah jam, gue baru selesai 16 nomer padahal soalnya ada 50. ga tau harus ngapain, karena otak gue juga kayanya udah ga bisa mikir, akhirnya gue gambar gambar aja di kertas coret-coretan yang dikasih buat ngitung. kertasnya ada dua, jadi gue gambar satu kertas penuh yang satu lagi gue simpen, siapa tau otak gue dapet mukjizat abis itu bisa ngitung salah satu soal. ga lama abis itu, gue dapet jawaban dari berbagai sumber a.k.a temen gue yang duduk di depan, kanan, sama kiri :p
gue liat kertas LJK gue udah penuh, langsung aja gue kumpulin. keluar kelas, rasanya puasssss. yaudah gue langsung nyamperin temen-temen gue yang udah ada dibawah, trs makan. pas ge makan, tau-tau di deket mading anak-anak pada ngumpul gitu, trs ada yang teriak teriak "nilai....nilai!" buset deh udah kaya pengumuman kelulusan aja. trs si khal sama farah lari lari kesana. abis itu gue nyusul deh sama thalita. ini nilai gue,

PLKJ = 88
PKN = 86
B. INDONESIA = 86
MATEMATIKA = 70

ga ada yang remed dong muahahahah, mtk gue 70 lagi HAHA padahal gue ngasalnya parah. di kelas gue banyak yang dapet 5, 6, tapi ada juga yang 9. untuuuuung aja gue ga remed, alhamdulillah. lain kali kalo bingung ngejawab, mendingan ngasal aja siapa tau bener.
besok hari terakhir ulangan, materinya IPS sama SENI BUDAYA. seni budaya?????? apaan tuh,
di sekolah gue ga ada pelajaran seni budaya. ah elah penting banget ya. bukunya aja gue ga ada,
tapi tadi anak-anak kelas 9 dikasih kisi-kisinya.

Seni Musik
1. Musik daerah
2. Accord&notasi
3. Perkembangan & tokoh musik daerah
4. Susunan kepanitiaan pagelaran musik
5. Perkembangan musik dunia

Seni Rupa
1. Unsur rupa : garis, titik, bidang, tekstur (?)
2. Teori pembuatan & peralatan TIe Dye
3. Prinsip desain
4. Aliran-aliran dalam seni lukis
5. Teori&tehnik gambar bentuk (?)
6. Pengetahuan tehnik, dan peralatan dalam melukis
7. Batik, perkembangan dan sejarahnya

@(_!?
mau pinter itu susah, jadi harus belajar kan?
gue mau pinter, jadi gue belajar dulu yaaaaa (sok)


p.s:UAN 10 HARI LAGI

exhausted

belajar, belajar, belajar.
tapi hasilnya? sama aja.
walaupun udah usaha baca buku dari bab A-Z, ngafalin rumus sampe jungkir balik hasilnya juga itu-itu aja. bukan berarti hasilnya jelek, cuma kurang setara aja sama usahanya. gue mikir-mikir capek juga ya belajar, tapi kalo mau berhasil kuncinya kan cuma satu, usaha dan niat (eh itu dua haha). jadiiiiiii ayo mulai serius belajar, tapi susah ya.
mau belajar, males
baca buku, ngantuk
bimbel, pelajarannya ga masuk ke otak
belajar sama temen, yang ada main
berdoa dan solat?suka lupa
hhhhhhhh yaudah lah pasrah aja, nanti kan ada waktunya juga buat gue tobat, ya gakkkkkkk
uan masih 11 hari lagi, yang penting ga sejam lagi kan?

bird day

today is my father's birthday, so i just wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA !
wish you all the best
and grant my request :3




lotta love,
mutiara sisyanni dewi

What songs have really made you cry?

Brian McKnight - 6 8 12

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake.
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should no better but it's just not the case
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why

very well done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hari ini sumpah gue seneng bgtbgtbgt. soalnya hari ini pengumuman penerimaan siswa baru SMA TARAKANITA 1 wihiiiiiii deg degan bgt soalnya gue kira gue mungkin aja ga diterima eh tau-tau neboy ke kelas gue trs manggil trs dia bilang gue keterimaaaaaaa. tapi gue ga sendirian, neboy sama tasha juga keterima, seneng deh. akhirnya pada teriak teriak gitu saking kesenengan. yaudah akhirnya gue kasih tau bokap gue, eh bokap gue malah ga percaya. sialan. ga puas sama bokap gue, akhirnya gue tlfn nyokap. gue kira kan nyokap bakal gimanaaaa gitu eh ternyata sama aja aaaah bete kan. tapi pas di rumah gue dikasih selamet gitu hahahaha udah kayak apaan aja. kembali ke sekolah, ga tau kenapa minggu ini gue kalo masuk sekolah yang ada sedih. bukan sedih juga sih ya tapiiii aneh aja gitu kalo ke sekolah (ga penting) soalnya kan setiap sekolah pasti ingetnya bentar lagi uan, bentar lagi lulus, abis itu SMA, terus pisah. tuhkan sedih. satu lagi yang bikin gue sedih setiap gue berangkat sekolah, ada di sekolah, jam istirahat, sama pulang sekolah. kenapa? ya mungkin karena emang gue ga suka aja ha ha ga lah. ya sedih aja kalo harus ketemu orang yang lo ga pengen ketemu lagi tapi lo ga bisa buat ga ketemu sma dia. rasanya ga enak kan, kalo menurut gue sih itu bisa dibilang sedih. tapi kategori rasa sedih setiap orang kan berbeda, jadi bisa aja kan beda sama pendapat gue. kalo yang sekarang gue rasain sih sedih. ga enak aja rasanya ga bisa dapetin yang lo mau padahal lo udah dapetin itu dulu trs lo buang abis itu lo pengenin hal itu balik lagi, aduh susah deh kalo dijelasin malah makin ga jelas. jadi intinya hari ini gue seneng-sedih-seneng, ya gitulah. jadi sekian dulu ya cerita saya hari ini,
selamat malam.

wish me luck

halosemuanyaapakabarbaikbaikajakan?

hari ini sekolah gue libur, soalnya hari ini kan hari nyepi gitu jadi semua orang pada libur termasuk bokap sama kakak gue, jadi hari ini isi rumah gue lengkap. tapi sekarang gue cuma sendirian soalnya semua pada pergi ga tau kemana dan gue.........................ditinggal. bukan ditinggal sih, tapi gue emang ga mau ikut soalnya gue mau belajar. belajar beneran loh serius deh. jadi sekarang di samping gue udah ada soal-soal dari sekolah, buku akasia, soal-soal uan yang dulu, sama kumpulan soal-soal tes penerimaan siswa baru labschool. bukunya tebel banget. tapi gue tetep usaha buat jawab semua soal soal supaya gue bisa masuk labschool. soalnya gue pengen banget bangetan masuk sana, lagian juga gue daftar sekolah swasta cuma 2 sekolah, tarki sama labsky. semoga aja ya gue bisa keterima dua-duanya, amin. oh iya tes tarki tgl 4-5 april kl labsky tgl 29 maret dan itu 3 HARI LAGI!!!!!!!!!!! trs gue dapet ruang 13 uhahuahahuh degdegan bgt. ya Allah semoga keterima ya Allah, amin. yaudah deh sekarang gue mau belajar gulu ya demi tercapainya cita-cita haha bubyeee! eh eh teman-teman doakan aku yaaaaa, thankyou all!

Troubles

morning all!
long time no post, jarang ol msn fb etc, ga bisa upload foto, ga bisa ngerjain hws. semua gara gara internet di rumah gue yang superduperlelet. trs trs wireless nya apalagi. akhirnya gue tanya ke kakak gue yang 'hi-tech' itu. trs dia bilang yang bikin lama itu karena modem nya rusak. yaudah akhirnya gue bilang ke bokap kalo modemnya rusak tapi katanya bokap gue modem nya itu ga mungkin rusak. nahlo ini yang bener yang mana. trs bokap gue check deh kabel kabel nya. dan ternyata...........ada kabel sambungannya gitu yang warna abu abu blm di colokkinmakanya wi fi nya ga nyala. duar betapa bodohnya gue. tapi lebih bego lagi kakak gue, bilangnya modem yg rusak. yaudah lah yg penting sekarang udah nyala kan.

TRY OUT
hasilnya udah dibagiin loh. dan hasilnya bikin isi satu sekolah histeris (lebay). rata-rata gue 7, nem nya 28, dikit banget ya. di sekolah gue nem paling tinggi cuman 33,7 padahal kalo di sekolah lain itu udah termasuk nem yang paling kecil udah gitu yang ga lulus try out ada 15 orang kalo ga salah huhuhuhuh kasian ya sekolah gue, tapi untungnya gue lulus, kelas gue juga semuanya lulus yeaaaay. tapi tetep aja sih jadi drop bgt waktu liat nem sekolah lain, buset mau masuk sma mana gue kalo nem nya 28. tapi tenang aja kan masih ada try out kedua, jadi gue lebih usaha lagi buat belajar heheheheh


sensitive eyelids
jadi ceritanya gini..........hari kamis waktu gue lg di kantin, tasha bilang mata gue bengkak. trs gue tanya nadia sm dimas, katanya ngga. di kelas, gue tanya reza katanya juga ngga. jadi gue blg ke tasha kalo mata gue ngga bengkak. tapi dia tetep maksa gitu bilang mata gue bengkak. trs pas pulang sekolah gue ngerasa perih perih gitu. trs gue ke kamar mandi trs ngaca. tau ga sihhhh ternyata mata gue bengkak beneran aja loh. sumpah deh kelopak nya jadi besar gitu ih ih. trs gue ketemu tasha, gue blg mata gue bengkak. eh dia malah ketawa, sialan. di rumah gue makin panik soalnya nyokap gue nyuruh ke dokter mata, aduh aduh emang mata gue kenapaaaaa. trs pas di dokter mata, dokternya blg kl mata gue sensitifgitudehhh, trs gara gara debu juga akhirnya jadi bengkak ga jelas. akhirnya gue pake obatnya gitu. keesokan harinya.......gue kan cerita ke temen temen tuh eh malah dibilangnya gue bintitan, sialan. trs pas bimbel di sekolah si ririnygnyolotnyamintaampun ngatain gue bintitan lalalalalala. gue sumpahin yang ngatain besok matanya bengakak ga sembuh sembuh hahahahahaha.


kiss and hugs,
MUTI

lazzzzy

kenapa ya gue males banget? ya ga tau lah mungkin gue nya aja yang ga pernah usaha biar ga males kali ya tapi gue bingung cari cara supaya gue ga males. gue udah niat mau belajar sm ngerjain tugas-tugas gue yang banyaknya minta ampun itu tapi tetep aja ga gue kerjain trs akhirnya sekarang malah gue diemin. kadang gue iri sm temen gue yang nilai try out atau ga ulangan nya yg pada bagus-bagus. di kelas gue ga pernah ada yang nilainya dibawah 7,5 sumpah gue bingung deh tuh anak-anak otaknya dari apaan. kalo temen-temen gue yang lain sih santai-santai aja soalnya kelasnya kan normal. jadi kadang gue iri juga sama anak-anak yang di kelas reguler. tapi ada untungnya juga sih sekelas sama anak-anak pinter jadi kan kalo ulangan contekannya udah pasti bener trs nilainya pasti bagus deh heheheheh. tapi gara-gara ada program motivasi belajar di sekolah, gue jadi termotivasi buat belajar hahahahaha. trs gue juga takut kalo ga dapet sekolah, makanya gue semangat belajar. apalagi bokap gue udah beliin formulir tarki trs tadi barusan aja nyokap gue ngasih gue formulir labshool. nahlo gue jadi bingung kan. tapi semoga aja dua-duanya diterima trs uan gue nem nya tinggi ya soalnya kan gue udah ngurangin main, sm serius mau belajar hahahaha. oh iya tuh besok good luck ya buat yang tes sma bm, semoga anak-anak bm diterima semua ya ya tapi sayangnya gue ga beli formulir jadi ga ikut tes deh besok, padahal kan seru tuh besok rame gitu anak bmnya :'''''( tapi gue udah niat ga masuk bm soalnya dari sd gue udah di bm jadi kan bosen trs pgn sekolah di tempat yang lebih bagusssss, amin amin




happy birthday SHAQINA! wish you all the best
lots of love,
muti

KARMA is everywhere

hari ini gue dapet karma loh. sumpah ga boong. trs gue baru tau ya ternyata karma itu ada. mau tau ga ceritanya? kl ga mau yaudah sih gapapa tapi gue pgn cerita nihhhhh -.-
jadi kan gini ceritanya, gue lagi stay away sama orang, hahahahahahahaha serius nih jadi setiap ada dia gue kabur, tapi kalo udah terlanjur ketemu yaudah gue pura2 ga liat. gue udah berdoa kan semoga ga ketemu semoga ga ngeliat eeeeeeeeeeeeh ternyata gue malah kena karma. pertamanya sih gue kira masih kebetulan aja, tapi ternyata dalam sehari ini gue bisa ketemu orang itu sampe 5-8 kali, gile ajaib bener ga tuh biasanya gue ga pernah ketemu eh sekarang malah ketemu mulu. yaudah lain kali gue berdoa nya semoga ga kena karma lagi aja kali ya?
eh eh mau liat rambutku yang baruuuuu? here's the photo

<3

kalo norak maaf ya semuanya ini cuma iseng doang kok, jangan ilfeel ya okok?heheheheh
bubyeeee

bangs

HOLA!

eh hari ini nyokap gue ulang taun lohhhhhhh, happy birthday ya ma semoga panjang umur trs sehat selaluuu, trs tambah baik. i love you maaaaa!
oh iyaaa i've new haircuttttt jadi kan gue tuh di sekolah udah janjian sama aisya, tasha buat potong poni. kenapa? soalnya...........iseng doang. awalnya tuh gini :
M : eh poni gue udah panjang banget ya
T : iya iya, potong aja
A : eh gue juga mau potong nih
T : yaudaaaah kita samaan aja yuk yuk
M : oh iya iya samaan aja, potong rata deh
A : iya rata ajaaaaaa, abis try out ya kita potong nya
T : ok hari senin berarti kita masuk barengan ya, kan biar lucu gitu barengan
M : eh tapi kan gue ga cocok nih dipotong rata, yang ada gue kaya anak tk
A : gapapa laaah kita kan kecil kecil jadi cocok, udah potong aja
M : iya deh iya

akhirnyaaaaaaa kita jadi deh potong poni jadi rata. sebenernya gue dari awal udah ga yakin nih mau potong poni soalnya kan ekstrim gile dari poni gue yang panjang jadi rata. tapi gapapa lah demi lucu-lucuan yaudah deh akhirnya dipotong juga. pas selesai dipotong di salon trs baru sampe di rumah gue langsung di katain "Wakakakakakaka muka lu jadi kaya dora" sialan gak tuh. gue udah sabar-sabarin tuh, eh tau taunya bokap gue malah bilang "Hahaha kamu makin kecil aja dipotong kaya gitu." untung di rumah gue masih ada orang yang baik, jadi nyokap gue ngebela gue gitu deh hihihihih tapi kayanya sih cuma buat menghibur gue doang, mungkin kasian kali ya sama gue haha. terus pas hari senin gue udah semangat kan pamerin poni gue yang baru, eh ternyata aisya ga masuk. yaudah deh akhirnya gue menanggung malu sendirian sama tasha. naaaaaah trs kan hari ini semuanya masuk jadi seru deh hahahahahah. jadi kita tadi jalan bertiga, makan bertiga udah kaya anak ilang. trs tadi kan foto foto gitu seru deh haha norak yaaaaa, gapapa deh kan iseng doang :p besok gue upload deh ya foto foto kewwwl nya haha, see ya!

bussss-y

i'm kinda busy today.

cause i have a lot of things to do, and this is my to-do notes :
1. kirimin data-data sm biodata buat year book
2. beli flashdisk baru, soalnya yang lama ilang
3. beli kaos putih polos
4. selesain naskah drama buat tugas bahasa indonesia
5. minta maaf :'(
6. beli pulpy orange
7. afalan surat surat buat ujian praktek agama -.-
8. bikin tugas makalah fisika 3 bab (sebenernya udah sebulan yang lalu)
9. afalin teks drama
10. nonton dvd

tapi yang udah gue kerjain baru nmr 1, 3, 4, sama 6 huhuhuhuh
udah ya cape,
byeeeeee!

TRY OUT 1

sumpah yang namanya TRY OUT itu SUSAH BANGET. ya emang sih ga semuanya susah cuman kan tetep aja kalo satu susah yang lain juga pasti susah (ga nyambung) jadi gini lohhhhh kan ada try out buat anak kelas 9 jadi tujuannya try out itu buat uji coba Ujian Nasional. jadwalnya itu tanggal 28 februari - 1 maret. tadinya gue kira try out gampang eh ternyata pas udah harinya gue malah ketakutan apalagi pas gue dikasih soal matematika sm IPA. dari situ gue mikir, ini try out kan baru uji coba aja udah susah banget, gimana soal UANnya ya? terus biasanya kan kalo soal ulangan di sekolah gue palingan cuma 2 lembar tapi kalo try out................soalnya ada 4 lembar bolak-balik, maksudnya satu kertas buat 2 halaman. temen-temen gue sih santai-santai aja trs ngerjainnya juga cepet bgt, ga tau deh itu karena merekanya kepinteran, soalnya kegampangan, kalo ga mereka udah males mikir jadi jawabnya ngasal atau emang gue aja yang kelewat tolol jadi paling lama ngerjainnya. tapi mudah-mudahan aja nilai gue bagus trs diatas rata-rata terus bisa ngerjain soal uan terus bisa lulus terus.............seneng deh -.-

Hello?

Hey Peeps!

ini blog gue yang ketiga kalo ga salah. blog gue yang pertama sama yang kedua udah ga tau deh nasibnya gimana soalnya udah ga pernah diurusin trs jadinya bosen, yaudah deh jadinya sekarang buat yang baru lagi. mungkin blog gue nanti isinya bakalan garing atau ga cerita-cerita ga penting tapi makasi yang udah mau liat blog gue yaaaaaaa


xox,
mutiara sisyanni dewi